Lost

The emotions are real. The feelings are endless
Of neglect, loneliness that eventually led to a lost identity.
Lost are the hopes and dreams of the person I once was
It is all so needlessly sad.

Gone are the days of carefree laughter and frivolous fun

I miss the joys of life, of love and every delight that the world has to offer.

The time is past, it is all too late.

Everyday is a groundhog day, monotonous and dull

Blending into each other and I know not the days or months.

I am afraid the future is devoid of love, light and warmth 

Until one day it all ends.